No,
there is nothing to say.
I'm just an ordinary kid, who happens to be lonely some times.
But I guess that happens to all of us.
Being lonely is part of growing up, isn't it?
And sometimes I feel like I'm not a good friend.
Is that normal?
Is it normal to feel a knife in your heart,
whenever your best friend talks about her amazing boyfriend?
Shouldn't I be happy for her?
Don't get me wrong, I am happy for her.
But still, I feel like I only care about myself.
And I know someone does care for me.
My parents do, I think.
And sometimes I'm screaming, inside.
And there's a dark cloud hanging over my head.
As if shadows are gro